Irony

Oh how ironic my life has been, especially within this last week. First off, this is Sandi, the one who never seems to write on this blog... well, i couldn't figure out how to sign on but now it works :) I figure, now would be a good time to write something because I may never get the chance again to write as a Not So Love Bird. Here's the story. Since I've been at EBC my parents seem to have missed me or something cause they been trying to find ways to make me come home. I've always fought the idea. I just hate my home town. I've always just left it up to God to provide a way for me to stay in Simi cause if he didn't want me there, I wouldn't be able to survive there. Lately, that provision seems to be fading and my only way of survival appears to be moving back home for a semester. I hate it. Don't want to do it. Here's the irony. A few days before I traveled north to my parents for the holidays I was talking to some dear EBC brothers of mine and this issue popped up and I went on and on about how I will never move back unless God makes it clear that I am going against His will. The next morning is when the idea to move back home came into my brain and didn't scare me too bad. Perfect timing God, way to humble me. Now, this isn't a final decision. I still don't have clarity yet. But all in due time. Hopefully, God is just teaching me a tough lesson of humility and will provide for me to stay out in Simi once again, but if not, all of my bro's and sis's will be missed greatly. Until then, lets see what January reveals about my February fate. To the BLESS girls, i love you and can't wait for us to be reunited after the holiday season is over. From Delhi I say farewell and goodnight.